tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9130292629574477585.post1543485274409890136..comments2023-06-12T11:51:53.932-04:00Comments on life is a science experiment: you will never win to addictionAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07081558215651271966noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9130292629574477585.post-1956076442854990412013-06-10T13:13:29.069-04:002013-06-10T13:13:29.069-04:00hopefully very soon. so far, no tears today.
it ...hopefully very soon. so far, no tears today.<br /><br />it really is a good step.<br /><br />i love you<br /><br />a xoAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07081558215651271966noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9130292629574477585.post-91718249980425983522013-06-10T10:42:24.888-04:002013-06-10T10:42:24.888-04:00The proverbial rock and hard spot. Glad y'all ...The proverbial rock and hard spot. Glad y'all are talking and not yelling. That is a step. Good luck love. And we'll talk soon. ochttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10916678086608888347noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9130292629574477585.post-48641921775223056492013-06-10T10:27:05.122-04:002013-06-10T10:27:05.122-04:00oc, there's some support here, but he doesn...oc, there's some support here, but he doesn't want it b/c he's adamant he can drink normal now.<br /><br />we talked last night. a lot. not yell. talk.<br /><br />i understand where my sickness lies and i'm just going to have to trust for now. i can't come home oc. it's not a life living on pain meds whacked outta my mind every day because the weather hurts too much.<br /><br />:(Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07081558215651271966noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9130292629574477585.post-42588608438210765212013-06-09T20:46:52.997-04:002013-06-09T20:46:52.997-04:00I think you need to get out. Go home. Both of yo...I think you need to get out. Go home. Both of you even. But you need to get out. You need support around you, real, physical support. And you don't have it there. And if E wants to get sober, it's gonna' be a hell of a lot easier where there's support. You are not failing if you leave ya know. Even if it's just for a while. But this, this is no good. And like all of the people here who love you, I am scared for you. And feel helpless from so far away. ochttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10916678086608888347noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9130292629574477585.post-68986622963532622872013-06-09T14:27:13.300-04:002013-06-09T14:27:13.300-04:00i'm not sure how much i can endure. i guess n...i'm not sure how much i can endure. i guess now we'll find out.<br /><br />i'm scared for me, but there's not much i can do from here either. <br /><br />except watch my love go down in flames.<br /><br />and me? i'm already in the pit. would love a hand up and out.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07081558215651271966noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9130292629574477585.post-75104546667590073152013-06-09T14:13:18.493-04:002013-06-09T14:13:18.493-04:00I'm really worried about the both of you. This...I'm really worried about the both of you. This cannot go on much longer - I would rather have you both back here, getting support than what is happening down there. I know you moved your life away from here to a better one there, but how much more banging your head against the wall will you be able to endure? I'm scared for you and feel helpless here. Damn it.Rebekahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01819359470466826703noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9130292629574477585.post-70281137801873907972013-06-08T16:53:53.746-04:002013-06-08T16:53:53.746-04:00yeah ... at least there's a pill for that one....yeah ... at least there's a pill for that one.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07081558215651271966noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9130292629574477585.post-52146988278612333352013-06-08T15:51:38.348-04:002013-06-08T15:51:38.348-04:00Sometimes you can never win with mental illness as...Sometimes you can never win with mental illness as well...Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9130292629574477585.post-15507688682376308662013-06-08T14:27:22.160-04:002013-06-08T14:27:22.160-04:00i'm not feeling very safe. but i'll find ...i'm not feeling very safe. but i'll find ways deal. like knock myself out with the pills he's addicted to. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07081558215651271966noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9130292629574477585.post-30397596025628126382013-06-08T14:14:49.816-04:002013-06-08T14:14:49.816-04:00"Why are you so angry"? What about the f..."Why are you so angry"? What about the fact that he broke his promise to you, broke your trust. You gave him a chance and he has not followed through. Would it help if you reminded him what happened last time - that you left?<br /><br />What will he do if you are willing to leave again if he doesn't stop?<br /><br />I don't know; personally, I think an addict/alcoholic using again is a dealbreaker (for me, anyhow). It never ends well. <br /><br />And after all, I imagine the gutters of DR are much worse than the gutters of the DTE. <br /><br />I wish you strength. And I hope you are able to find enough to keep yourself safe. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com