I haven't been able to keep a meal down for 5 days.
For the past 2 nights, I've only had 2 hours sleep each. The two nights before that, only 4 hours each.
Medication withdrawal is seriously killing me.
So.
I haven't eaten or slept, can't keep food or water down.
How the hell am I still breathing?!?!?
I had to go to another assessment for my bitch of a back today.
He took my blood pressure and couldn't find my pulse.
Again.
I'm pretty sure I'm dead.
I'll let you know tomorrow if I've confirmed this. I'm still collecting data on the subject.
In the meantime, here's your daily mantra if you're joining along with me.
happiness is not something ready made. it comes from your own actions ~ Dalai Lama
